music is all around us, all we have to do is listen...

it's easy.
but, sometimes the music that we will listen not the same as the other want to listen.
each only wants to listen to their favorite music.

if so....
you can imagine, what will happen later..

3 things I really want in life

there are 3 things I really want in life :
1. being a wife
2. become a mother
3. work from home

it seems very simple...right ?
but, it's not something that simple :(
it's so hard to make it happen.
okay..okay...for number 1 and 2 has been fulfilled *with laughters and tears...hahahahhaha*
for number 3, seems very difficult to be realized...
need more struggle....take a long time...need sincerity...more sacrifice... *ooouughhhhh.....*

but, heeyyyy.... I'll keep trying to make it happen :D
just wait and see...

it's all about trying

you try...
you fail..

you try...
you fail...

you try...
you fail...

but the real failure is when you are stop trying....

it's my birthday....

many greetings..
many wishes...
many prayers..
which has been given to me today
thank you Allah... I still can breathe today.
thanks my dear family..for all supporting, love, sincerity..
thanks my dear friends...for attention and love...

hujan...tak mampu hilangkan hangat mu

hujan.......tak mampu hilangkan hangat mu
ya iyaaalaaaahhh, wong hujan nya cuma sebentaran...dah gitu turunnya juga pake malu-malu...
gimana mau mengalahkan sisa-sisa panas nya matahari yang sudah berhari-hari....???
yaaahh, wajarlah....hangat mu masih terasa hai matahari....

ku ingin kau inginkan ku, seperti ku inginkan mu...

penggalan kalimat itu, gw ambil dari soundtrack film horor *gw lupa apa judulnya, secara ga hobi nonton film horor...*
almost every morning, gw denger lagu ini dalam perjalanan ke kantor.
hanya penggalan lirik itu yang gw hafal dan spinning around in my head ..hehehhe.
mungkin karena gw seneng dan setuju sama kata2 itu.
menurut gw kata2 itu pas banget buat suatu hubungan. hubungan apapun...
kalo keinginan cuma datang dari satu pihak, berarti ada paksaan di pihak lain.
timpang, ga harmonis, bertepuk sebelah tangan, ga seimbang, pasti ada yang tersakiti...tragis
kalo semua hubungan *apapun itu* bisa seperti penggalan lirik itu....heeemmmm heaven on earth

kuingin kau ingin kan ku, seperti ku inginkan mu....

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Akhirnya..berhasil...

Apaan sih yg berhasil..???
heboh...lebay..hiperbola....
biarlah...
yang penting gw sekarang lagi hepi..
pohon cabe gw tumbuh..huehehehehe
duhhh..impian gw kan pengen kaya si "chef jamie oliver"
punya kebun mungil sendiri
dengan lahan yg seadanya...

Separuh nafas ku..hilang....

My Favorite Place

selalu kangen sama tempat ini...
ga sabar menunggu weekend untuk bisa berada disini,
curi2 waktu di malam hari, kalo rasa sabar tak lagi terbendung
pagi dan sore..dgn secangkir teh..berada disini...
duduk..sendiri..biarkan pikiran melayang...
di 'pojokan gak jelas'

it's my favorite place

5 Fakta ttg Gue...

Ide ini muncul tiba2 aja, ditengah2 sesi salah satu coaching yg diadain ma kantor gw.
disuruh mikir tentang kebiasaan bekerja, tapi yg terlintas di otak gw malah kebiasaan gw pribadi (nah lho...).

Yuukk di intip apa sih yg terlintas di otak gw itu...

5 fakta /kebiasaan gw :

1. selalu bangun pagi paling lambat jam 1/2 5..meskipun hari libur !!!
2. ga bisa liat tempat berantakan apalagi kotor...
3. suka duduk ga jelas dipojokan teras rumah n do nothing.
4. suka banget sama warna pink n hijau
5. kalo belanja buku suka edan2an

Naahh, kayak gini nih...kalo ikutan coaching tapi 1/2 rela...malah mikir yg ngga2...qiqiqiqiqi

cry-baby

Book..movie...story...
bad mood..happy...falling down...
angry..in love..

it's easy to make me cry...
it's me... cry-baby

some memories are best forgotten

as usual, while completing my works I listen to the music from mp3.
my friend lent his mp3 yesterday.
old songs...but still good to hear.
song after song...
until then...I heard that song. song that reminds me of someone who has left the pain...
a few years ago, it was hard to listen this song.
coz if I listened to this song, the pain was back again.

but now,
there's someone who has ease the pain..
someone who's always lead me the way..
someone who's always holding my hands..
someone who is always beside me either through happy and sorrow..

and, listening to this song.....no more pain at all :D

soto mie addict...

ga tau juga kapan mulainya makanan ini jadi makanan favorit gw....
yg jelas, makanan ini udah mulai gw kenal sejak gw belum masuk SD.... !!!
dan pertama kali makan soto mie ini di pasar grogol. namanya soto mie "pak haji" *terakhir kesana thn '96 sihh masih ada, ngga tau deh sekarang*....
dari mulai soto mie yg biasa2 aja *standard...murmer* sampai yang enakkk....gw suka....
bahkan kalo ada yg kasih rekomendasi soto mie enak...akan gw kejar kemana pun hehehehehe...
kalo rasa sakaw akan soto mie menyerang, apapun akan gw tempuh demi semangkuk soto mie... *iiihhh bahasanya lebay banget yaaakk...*

*curahan hati ini ditulis saat sedang sakaw akan soto mie...*